letters to heaven.

HES- how am i living without you? you were always there for me. right by my side through it all. i need you here with me every day and not a moment goes by i don’t think of you. i pray to you everyday, every second for strength because i lose some every day because you aren’t with me. keep me safe. i hope heaven is as magical as it should be. i’ll see you soon. i love you. you’re my absolute best friend. i’d give anything to go back 4 years and bring you back home. we all miss you. especially little klein. he was only 5 months old, and you were there. i miss you. jake misses you. BRYAN MISSES YOU!!! but not as much as me :-). We continually, still, have fights about who you miss more up there. he. i know it’s me, don’t worry! I’ll let him win , one day. Keep shinin’ down on us. Rest Easy HES.<3 your very best friend who misses you like hell!

Leif-  BAAAAAYYY!!! 🙂 How’s heaven?  We miss you. There’s a not day i don’t go by the car wash…..and sit there, and cry.  You were pretty much the only person who could keep me laughing. I was never mad at you. I need you to come down here and put some sense into Willll! He’s crazy and insane… Not like we didn’t know that :), but he’s more insane…. I love youuuuuu!! I miss you. I need to joke around with you , soon! So come on ‘ home… Misss youu budddy! 🙂 Save me a spot up there next to you and baby ty. Don’t be gettin’ into too much trouble. I know you too!!! 🙂 Loveee youuuu!

ELP- COW! I had this awesomely good story to tell you the other day, so i went to your room, and wrote it on your board… Your mom came in, and started to cry. Then i started to cry. this isn’t fair. I should be up there, not you. At least you’re happy and not in pain. But i’m in pain. Softball isn’t and will never ever be the same without you. Senior year wasn’t the same as we wanted it to be. Mexico, oh my lord! It wasn’t the same. Baby Hayden needs to meet his Godmother……….. Ryan and me finally are okay… Aren’t you proud :-). Night before Christmas is on…. I need you…. You’re an amazing girl. You are tremendouslyyyy missed! Come home, Patton and hit a homerun with me :)! See ya soon!

Big W! :)- It snowed the other day, and i wanted to go snowboarding with you. So please say you snowboarded in Heaven……… Come snowboard with me soon, lover. Say hey to Elp. omg, i miss you saying hey. hahaha. ” He was so retarded he went AYYYYEEEE.” I saw your brother the other day, and now he’s in my room. Say AYYEEE! Missssss youuu lovvvveeeerrr. Seee you way too soon, and way too out. 🙂 Don’t snowboard too much without me :-)!!!!<3 hoe.

Baby Ty-  WE’RE SINGING YOUR SONGS, AND DANCINGGG! COME HOME SOON! – Kaitlyn.

okay, so yeah. Replay is on. WE need you to come Replay you’re grooool of a dance you taught us ;]. “Excuse me, but that wasn’t nice. Redo, please?”  I spilt my tea on me this morning………. Josh made fun of me like you would. I missed you.  Jenn hasn’t came around after i told her off. But hey she is still probably thinkin’ doritos are a vegetable. She might even think hot chocolate is a fruit energy drink. :-). But seriously, if you don’t come home soon, I’m personally coming up there and getting you…. hes…leif…elp and big w… and bringing you all HOME! Christmas is in like 2 weeks…. I still want that,….. so i better see it under my treeee! No one turns the lights on…. I got pisssed. I tried to drive 90 today…. I guess i couldn’t… HA! So you closed my window i’m assuming, cause no one is over there and it just slammed and it scared kaitlyn. So thanks :-). Come home, now!  I’m writing you another letter tomorrow, so open ya ears nigggg! :] don’t do anything stupid, don’t do anythin’ reckless. okay got you, ty! love you brrooo and best friennndd… i’m lost without you, i really am. i think about you every day. how am i living? like forrreeeal! see ya soon, superstar. Rest easy!