He could be the one

Yeppppppp it snowed…….

Go longhorns!:)

miss ya momma

Verse 1:
Someone once told me that you have to choose
What you win or lose
You can’t have everything
Don’t cha take chances
Might feel the pain
Don’t cha love in vain
Cause love won’t set you free
I could stand by the side
And watch this life pass me by
So unhappy
But safe as could be

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I’m just trying to be happy, yeah
Just wanna be happy, yeah

Verse 2:
Holding on tightly
Just cant let it go
Just trying to play my role
Slowly disappear, ohh
All these days I feel like they’re the same
Just different faces, different names
Get me outta here
I can’t stand by your side, ohh no
Watch this life pass me by, pass me by

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me
Cause I’m just trying to be happy, ohh, happy, ohh

Bridge:
So and it’s just that I can’t see
The kind of stranger on this road
But don’t say victim
Don’t say anything

Chorus:
So what if it hurts me?
So what if I break down?
So what if this world just throws me off the edge
My feet run out of ground
I gotta find my place
I wanna hear myself
Don’t care about all the pain in front of me

Outro:
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, yeah, happy, ohh, happy
I just wanna be, ohh
I just wanna be happy
Ohh, happy

I can almost see it
That dream I am dreaming
But there’s a voice inside my head saying
“You’ll never reach it”

Every step I’m taking
Every move I make feels
Lost with no direction
My faith is shaking

But I gotta keep trying
Gotta keep my head held high

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb

The struggles I’m facing
The chances I’m taking
Sometimes might knock me down
But no, I’m not breaking

I may not know it
But these are the moments that
I’m gonna remember most, yeah
Just gotta keep going

And I, I got to be strong
Just keep pushing on

‘Cause there’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be a uphill battle
Sometimes I’m gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

There’s always gonna be another mountain
I’m always gonna wanna make it move
Always gonna be an uphill battle
Somebody’s gonna have to lose

Ain’t about how fast I get there
Ain’t about what’s waiting on the other side
It’s the climb, yeah!

Keep on moving, keep climbing
Keep the faith, baby
It’s all about, it’s all about the climb
Keep the faith, keep your faith, whoa

i was once a little girl with a dream  so big that i couldn’t even remember telling anyone about it because it was so big, it seemed too foolish. but my mom told me i could reach it, and then… i lost sight of everything she ever told me. see, me and my mom were really close. and when she got diagnosed with Breast Cancer, i lost all my faith possible. I had people there for me, yes. But all i needed was her. She taught me how to sing, how to dance & how to live a happy life. No matter how horrible her day was, she always had a smile on her face. Everyone tells me i am extremly like her , in ever way. Her smile, her charisma & her way of just knowing how to be strong and talk to people even when her world was the shittiest ever!  she could always make someone laugh in 2 seconds, and it wouldn’t change anything. Everyone loved her. but…. there was one little girl, who was just about turn 14 that next summer who loved her more than words. See, i was more like her than any of my sisters, and when i was sad, i would go to her… and she would tell me ” everything will be alright…. you’ll climb that mountain and see the great view, and realize all those bad things that happened, made you who you are and made the climb worth it.” She was amazing, and when she past away i was devastated. i was only 14, and didn’t realize or know the impact she had on me until 4 years, and a few bad mistakes…. later. She has affected me more now, since i’m 18, then ever. My move to new york has always been my dream. I’ve always wanted to live in New York City & seek out my dream of being a professional dancer & singer. I love to dance and sing… it’s my passion & my life. I’d be no where without my mom, dancing & singing. When i got on that plane, i didn’t know who i had become…. I had let the small things get to me, and let the little girl who had always dreamt of living in new york……. fade away to thin dust….. After a day in Nashville  [ cause that’s where i’ve lived for the last year] , I’ve come to a realiziation, i know who i am. I’m the little girl who sang infront of her hometown at every “event or community event” there was. I danced in every performance my little dance ” place ” had…. I’m a former champion in Ballet Dancing & A Rock star in Hip Hop & Break Dancing championships. I was on my dance team at my high school for all the years i attended that high school. I graduated as a valedictorian & a few awards for being an all star athlete. My mom would be so proud of me, or at least that’s what everyones tell me.  I miss you momma. ❤ let’s start the move to new york like we had planned when i was 5.  i love you, and i will see you soon!
🙂

Jersey shore :)

On our way to jersey shore…….. Were staying here till tomorrow afternoon. Then back to NYC. Last night was pretty epic. When I get back to NYC I’ll post a blog about it…..

We just got done eating sonic :)! Now I’m going to take a nap because I only got thirty minutes of sleeeeeeppp last night and then An hou the night before. Ughhh!!!

Talk to ya lAter 🙂

New york & 2010

The ball dropping made my year…… Meeting the jersey shore cast made it even specialer 🙂

After everything were going to the club….

Massage at eight. I won’t sleep At alllllll!!!!! Thank the Lord there’s a starbucks five minutes from my apartment and they open at five! Four more hours :)!

Be safe, be happy.
Happy 2010!:)